text messages

I deleted a bunch of old text messages I had saved. I'm not sure why I saved them... maybe I was holding onto better times. Or maybe they were proof that something truly did exist for me at one point. Regardless of my reasonings, there was no point in keeping them. It was liberating, yet sad at the same time. I had been waiting and waiting for something that was never going to appear again. And last night I came to the conclusion there was no need for me to wait anymore. A big part of me moved on but those text messages had been saved because a tiny part of me wasn't ready too. Deleting them only made sense.

I know I'm being vague but I'm sure you can read the underlying message. This weekend is going to be a really big test for me. I'm hoping nuKeri will outshine oldKeri. Wish me luck.